OMG!! i mest up big time!!! plz answer this?

ok so i was with andrew for about 6 months ever since the end of 6th grade til september of 7th grade then he broke up with cuse off a rumour he heard i was devastated we had like an ahmazing relantoinship and i had so many questoins but he still liked me so after bout a month i meet sean he is great but he dint have his pone so we dint rely talk much only during skl and we only had one cl 2gether so after 2 months we were doing good but i dint know him as much as did andrew in 2 months i would try 2 talk to him on facebook but dint work out well and after a while i realized i dont like him i still like andrew alot! but i dint want 2 hurt seans feelings and break up with him but fast forward to today i was playing around with seans friend brian just chatting an i joked about sean having his in front of his an saying he sent me a picture of it brian was like o im tellin sean u sed tht i thought he wuld just laff it off but he got all mad and wen he finally had his pone i was like well if u get mad over something like that we cant be 2gether cause thts just how i am but i relly just used tht as an excuse cause i relly like andrew and was gonna ask him out again so sean got relly mad an i feel terrible but wen i asked out andrew he sed we went out already i dont want to again and im like what??? ever since we broke up hes been all over me with txts like "oo i cant wait 4 u and sean to break up" and "i still like u actuley i love u' and i started crying cause now i already broke up with sean and now andrew all of a suddon dosent like me anymore :( so how can i make this better and not feel so down cause now i have niether one of them